It eludes me, yet I pursue it. I pursue it for the same reason the 3 wise men followed the Star of Bethlehem–according to what I was taught. The rainbow I am pursuing has riches, but not gold. It has many colors, but not all are visible. All I know is I see it each time I close my weary eyes and know that it is getting closer to me. I saw you in that rainbow yesterday. You motioned for me to keep coming toward you, but I wasn’t fast enough to reach you.
Yet I feel you as though you are bringing it to me. Who are you that you keep telling me that my destiny lies with you and to keep trying?You keep telling me to have faith in myself and believe that I have received, but yet where is it? What do you mean I already have this? I do not understand and you still bid me to follow. All I know is this: You’re too congenial and peaceful to be perceived as a leprechaun. You aren’t a wizard or a spirit trying to haunt me…So what are you?
When you are near, I feel peace. I feel loved–but when I wake up, the real world is there for me with its cruel devices. I protect my loved ones from this as much as possible. And what is with the paint you are leading? He’s a beautiful horse yet you never ride him. I don’t understand…He has a gentle disposition. Both of you are wrapped in the colors of that rainbow–and when I reach for you both, you are too quick for me. Please explain to me what this is to me?
I ask this again and you give me three words: “You are loved.” Then it seems to be alright. I think I know what this is now…I am dancing in a rainbow toward my destiny. Somewhere you are out there waiting for me. Fine…I will be there. Eventually my speed will match yours and then I will be there beside you.