All of my life, I have been through various bouts of junk. Now that I am 50, this has been one of my roughest years (physically) yet one of my most enjoyable. Aside from the female issues that are also getting brought under control with medication, I am cancer free and my pernicious anemia is now “managed” to the point where I don’t feel so much of that crushing fatigue. I still get light-headed from time to time but I simply slow down.
I realized today that some people really would like to go back to “yesteryear” and repeat their lives at various points, hoping to avoid making the same mistakes again and again. With me, this is NOT the case. I would never want to go back and redo any part of my life. I think the life I have right now, despite having to write and “broadcast” from the TTRV, my life is full! I am enjoying it. Despite some family concerns, I know things are going to turn around. I don’t know HOW I know it, but I do.
That being said, all I really need is one thing and that is “NOW”. Think about that. IF we can’t change the past or alter the future, why the hell do we lose sleep over either? Seriously people! Yes it’s Monday, but I hope you all have a great day ahead! Normally I dread Mondays but I am off today!
Within two weeks, I look forward to working toward my goals again–dropping the weight and getting back into shape! I haven’t had a transfusion since July too! Again, have a GREAT day!